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Hi friends,

It is so nice that you have been regularly reading my silly little posts here.  I do so appreciate that.  I thought I might let you know though that I am turning the screws (on myself).  It is time to focus in on finishing my classes in order to retain my teaching license.

Let me take a break for a second to bitch about something.  Let’s say that you are a marketing executive.  You have been one for many years, successfully even.  If you decide to stay home for a few years and take care of children, does the American Association of Bankers make you go and take 9 credits of graduate level classes just to make sure that your head is still in the game?  And if you are a plumber, does a guy in a grey jumper charge you $1000 and make you take a class on installing a wax seal under a toilet? Hmmm.  I didn’t think so.  I got the master’s degree that was required, for God’s sake!  I spent the money.  Now let me just live in peace!

Teachers Standards and Practices would like me to read a little Gilgamesh and Ramayana just in case I have become stupid since staying home with children.  And now, I have so much of that to do before Thanksgiving that it is consuming my life.  How much can one parent get down while caring for three young children?  Not much let me tell you.  Interestingly enough, I have a totally different relationship with time now that I am doing this.  I divide each day up into these tiny increments.  I try to put something in the microwave WHILE running to the bathroom, because God forbid that I waste time watching the microwave and THEN running to the bathroom.  I am totally wringing minutes out of each day in efforts to do what really feels impossible.  You know when you have a lump of nervousness and despair up in your throat because you are so stressed out?  I have that.

And yet, fear not!  I will triumph in the end!  I have one credit done and only 8 to go!  I won’t be posting much for a while though.  I need to work, I fear, even though writing here is more fun.  Thanks for the love.  I’ll be back soon.

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I finished one class needed to retain my teaching license.  It was pretty good, but the final project had me cracking myself  up.  The class was “Drawing to Increase Literacy” and the assignment was to take a piece of descriptive literature and illustrate it, breaking the process into various parts.  Without even thinking too much about it, I chose a Langston Hughes poem that Lorainne Hainsbury took the title of “Raisin in the Sun” from.  The images are great, and I often introduced the poem along with the play to high school students and had the DISTINCT impression that they had no idea what the poem was talking about.  What it is talking about is the sadness and despair of a dream that is set aside, the almost grotesque nature of how we can loose what we might cling to, or how what we might hope for can be snatched from us.

The funny thing is that as I drew these images, I made myself sick.  Really.  I grossed myself out.  Ha!  If the goal was to make the work more alive and immediate, I guess the assignment worked, right?

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I know that I was writing about books I’ve been reading over there to the right, but I fear that maybe no one is checking that out, mostly because I haven’t seen any “Oh!  I read that!” comments.  So maybe I will try to mix my reviews in with my normal old posts.  I am way behind on books anyway and if those posts are not really being read, well THERE GOES MY MOTIVATION completely!

I just finished Brothers by Yu Hua.  It was a monster of a book, but truly I was so enraptured with it all the way through.  And I had to be as I had put the book on hold at the library, couldn’t finish it in the time I had it on loan and had to BUY it for stinking $30 at Powells.  I justified this thinking that this book represents 3 movies without paying for babysitting, and seeing as how this form of entertainment is actually something attainable, it was probably a good deal.  And here is the thing— It was SOOOOO worth it!  I have gotten so much more than $30 value out of this book.

Brothers follows two, well, brothers during the Cultural Revolution in a small Chinese village and then through the rash of communism to capitalism that follows.  One brother is quiet, intellectual and introspective; the other is brash, loud, and foul-mouthed.  Both brothers love each other, but struggle with a world that is changing right as they are growing up and the way that they conform to the world or make the world conform to their needs is the basis of the narrative.  A side note:  Baldy Li is such an awesome character!  He is so gross and so powerful all at the same time!  Song Gang is also an enjoyable character, but more because you feel so damn sorry for him.  Yu Hua is a foul boy.  If you remember 6th grade humor, you will feel right at home with this author’s comedic repetoire.

Hua’s book is described as a “black comedy”, which I suppose fits.  It reminded me somewhat of Gabriel Garcia Marquez in that ridiculous things happen throughout the story and slowly become fairly believable.  If you are a hoity-toity literature person you would say, “Ding, ding, ding!  Magical Realism!”.  The dings are because you got the answer right.  

The important point of noting that Hua’s book feels like magical realism is only in that the world of the two main characters is so wild and crazy and yet so rich.  Sometimes it is richly ugly, and sometimes it is movingly beautiful.  It is hard to call from page to page; which delighted me.  Even as I finished the book, I found myself taking a deep breath, being so moved by the lovely sentiment, and then gasping with surprise and bursting out in laughter on the final line.  Hua is something of a comedian and had to finish the 654 page book off with a big old punchline.

Go check it out from the library!  Better yet, borrow it from me and then I can get that much more value out of it!

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Wow, I’ve been really busy this week.  I can’t quite put my finger on what it is that I have been doing, but judging from the mountain of laundry that I folded last night, it was not house-keeping.  This week was fun (I think).  Zephyr and I went to a play at Oregon Children’s Theater.  ”Click, Clack, Moo, Cows that Type” was pretty great.  It reminded me of The Muppets, the way that humor would work on multiple levels.  In case you haven’t checked out this children’s classic, it is about cows who go on strike after finding that their barn is cold.  They learn to type and in that way deliver their demands to the farmer.  One cow read “Animal Farm”, “The Communist Manifesto”,  and the biography of Malcolm X, so she would occasionally yell, “Down with the Oppressor!”.  Hilarious.  It occurred to me on the train coming back that in The Muppets, the “high humor” character was usually Gonzo.  Maybe that is why I liked him so much.

I’m going to sum up this week’s changes in bullet form.  That will be fun, right?

• Inez is a new baby.  A better baby.  An improved baby.  The crying is over and this kid is so super sweet and mellow.  She doesn’t seem to cry hardly at all now, except when I totally neglect her and leave her in the swing too long.  She is excellent.  I am so glad that the colic has gone (back to hell where it came from!).
• Beer.  We have a lot of it because of Dad’s 70th birthday party this last week.  We tried our best to empty the keg in our kitchen, but after being quite drunken last Sunday (or Saturday?  Monday?  Huh?), the beer is not as appealing.  It is hard to wake up to feed a baby at 3am if you are reeling around the room.  If you are my neighbor, you are getting mason jars full of beer on your porch today.  I need to empty this sucker and get it back to Widmer.
• Mulch.  My obsession is paying off.  The front yard is looking pretty good where I dumped all the mulch from the fall.  I haven’t gotten out there as much as I want to, but the sun is peaking out around here and spring does look like it is on its way.  The weeds are smothering, but now I have to go pluck up the particularly determined ones.  Did REM do a song called “Night Gardening”?  Or was that “Night Swimming”?  Anyway, that is when I garden these days as that is when the kids manage to leave me alone.  I can’t wait for more time in the yard!  I want plants!  I want weeding!  I want life!
•  Chickens.  I need to figure out how to keep them penned up more.  There was entirely too much chicken shit on the back lawn.  On the positive side, the grass sure looks healthy!  I did a walk through with the hose and sprayed all the turds, making the most potent fertilizer this side of the Dallas cow shit ponds.
• Chinese media!  I am reading “Peony in Love” by Lisa See.  It is so engrossing.  I love it.  I am not getting enough sleep because I just want to read.  And I have “Tuya’s Marriage” from the library.  Technically it is a Mongolian movie, but it is close enough to a Chinese film to give me fits.  I can’t wait to watch it.  I love Chinese movies.  LOVE, I tell you.  If it has Gong Li in it, I swoon.  She is my girl-crush.
• Music.  I have a bunch of stuff to practice for Saturday and Sunday.  I am doing music for Family Mass the third Saturday of every month.  This is great as it means I get my Sunday church obligation out of the way and can relax on Sunday morning.  Oh but wait!  I also sing in Gospel Choir the fourth Sunday of every month.  Do these sound like different weekends to you?  Not this month they aren’t.  They aren’t next month either.  Geeze!  I have a bunch of stuff to sing in Spanish on Saturday and then I return Sunday and have soloooooooooos to stress over.  It is all good, but requiring attention and effort.  I have a small headache thinking about it.

Okay y’all.  I wish you music, beer, great kids, fertile chickens and less weeds this week.  Oh yes, and awesome Chinese movies!

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